Monday, 8 October 2012

Painful experience

Friends are super important to me. They are like the biggest part of my life and yet the word "friend" tends to be causing me the most grieve.
I have lots of great friends but everyone has their own "best friend" at this age and I happened to have lost mine. So I'm the only one in search for a best friend while everyone has theirs. You know... Being forgotten/neglected/ignored is a painful experience and because I have those experiences before, I tend to be on my guard. This prevents me from truly opening up to the people around me. The fear of losing the relationship and getting hurt time and again is the huge barrier I have to overcome...
LORD! Help me :) Send someone to me!

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